Metaphysics

March 20th, 2023

Meta comes from the Greek prefix and preposition meta, which means “after” or “beyond.” When combined with words in English, meta- often signifies “change” or “alteration” as in the words metamorphic or metabolic

After Physics 

I had a MI in 2006.  I was unemployed in 2007.  In January 2010 I rebuilt the porch on the south side of my house in the pouring rain.  I decked the 20 x 20 space with cedar planking after laying out a Merkabah of lead, copper, brass and a silver coin I purchased at the top of one of China's pyramid tombs.   I rebuilt the trellis for the 20 year old white wisteria creating a 8 x 8 x 8 cube of space and life over the  Merkabah.  In all, the trellis is eight feet high, eight feet wide and thirteen feet long.  

I built a metaphysical machine onto the south side of my house. 

By 2011 my retirement savings were gone, my wife thought that I was mad as a hatter.  She was right.  I barely survived the next few years.  In 2014 I was diagnosed as bipolar, in 2017 I stopped taking statins and began to wake up.  One year ago found out that I have lung cancer.  I have received radiation, chemo and immunotherapy.  Who knows what comes after physical?  What lies beyound my present understanding?      

IMHO: There is no spoon. You can not beat cancer, but you can come to an accommodation.  It's like coming to terms with your ego and monkey-brain.  I gave cancer something to do.  I told my mitochondria to extend the telomeres by 50x.  I take three deep breaths and project a pattern of a perfect cell from my center.

Who knows?  

I still have a metaphysical machine on the south side of my house. What to do? What to do?

Today I am woke

I did not mean to be.