the branch of philosophy that deals with the first principles of things, including abstract concepts such as being, knowing, substance, cause, identity, time, and space. 

March 20th, 2023

Meta comes from the Greek prefix and preposition meta, which means “after” or “beyond.” When combined with words in English, meta- often signifies “change” or “alteration,” as in the words metamorphic or metabolic

Beyond Physics 

a subject in a way that transcends its original limits, considering the subject itself as an object of reflection

I had an MI in 2006.  I was prescribed medications, the maximum allowable dose of Lipitor@Pfizer.  Seemed like a good idea at the time.  I was unemployed in 2007.  In January 2010, I rebuilt the porch on the south side of my house in the pouring rain.  I decked the 20 x 20 space with cedar planking after laying out a Merkabah of lead, copper, brass and a silver coin I purchased at the top of one of China's pyramids.   I rebuilt the trellis for the 20-year-old white wisteria, creating an 8 x 8 x 8 cube of space and life over the  Merkabah.  A axis-mundi. The trellis is eight feet high, eight feet wide and thirteen feet long.  

I built a metaphysical machine on the south side of my house. 

By 2011, my retirement savings were gone, and my wife thought that I was mad as a hatter.  She was right.  I barely survived the next few years.  In 2014 I was diagnosed as bipolar, in 2017 I stopped taking statins and began to wake up.  One year ago, I found out that I have lung cancer.  I have received radiation, chemo and immunotherapy.  Who knows what comes after my physical body fails?  That lies beyond my present understanding.   

IMHO: There is no spoon. You can not beat cancer, but you can come to an accommodation.  It's like coming to terms with your ego and monkey brain.  I gave cancer something to do.  I told my mitochondria to extend the telomeres by 50x.  I take three deep breaths and project a pattern of a perfect cell from my center.

Who knows?  

I still have a metaphysical machine on the south side of my house. What to do? What to do?


I am


I did not mean to be.